No one wants to be alone at Christmas time

another crazy day in the life of our unsuspecting character, Kiwi Vergara..

Being in the starting days of september which is equivalent of "close to christmas" here in the Philippines, I've taken back a step to view the life that I lead in the most recent time. I can say to you that its not the great life I imagined it to be. My personal goal back when I was eighteen that I'd be getting married by the age of 25 with the girl of my dreams and figured out what I wanna do for the rest of my life.. Fast forwarding a couple of heart breaks and seven years later, I'm single, flat broke and still don't have a clue of what I want to do in my life. This guy used to say that I wanna be a filthy rich businessman. Saying that was easy but doing it is harder than what you actually think. Having said that I guess it would be fair to give myself an C minus for not having accomplished these goals in that time period. You see, you don't really get what you planned for all those long years in high school and college. Reality as I have experienced it, totally got me off guard. So what now? I have totally no idea..

I'm going to continue to clear my head and do some purposely non-kiwi stuff... I can geek out like you have no idea. Well, maybe you do.

Going back to the topic of the "ber" months signifying christmas times, I'm looking forward of it not being that cold as compared to last year(if you know what I'm saying and if you really knew what I went through last christmas). Give me a break Lord.

I remember this story of a guy who loved his girlfriend so much who was living in another country. this guy found out months later after they broke up that she got pregnant by some other guy. He hurriedly packed his bags and went off to chase this girl overseas not knowing the place or the people in the place she was in. I remember him telling me frankly that taking that trip "felt like taking more than a thousand miles just to see this girl." To sum it all up he was narrating that it was pure torture. Which was seeing the girl of his dreams sad and pregnant. The thought of it scares me. No other person should ever endure the pain this guy was holding. Some people are born lucky, some are not. I share the same sentiments to this friend having experienced a lot in my life. You deserve better. "Cheers sa mga sawi mga chong!"

Now I gotta figure out how not to be alone come christmas time...

I've been listening to a lot of emo music recently and

I guess I'm listening to lots of emo music because 26 is right around the corner, and that's a great time in life to lose yourself to everything and come back out better than before. Time for me to plan these 'things' that I don't know if any of them will be followed come deadlines..

26. Man, that's a whole other post. I'll tell you, when my early 20s get the bow tied on them, I just don't know how much better they could be for anyone. Time to let things happen. My new assignment would be to ask my closest friends(age 26 of course) whats its like to be 26. This wil be a start.

Thanks for listening to what I have to say. It's time to go back to wondering how I don't let you down after reading this long self narrated biography of my life still... Something will come to mind, I'm sure.

like this song echoing my feelings right now.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

See you guys soon...



Here comes a cold
Break out the winter clothes
And find a love to call your own
You - enter you
Your cheeks a shade of pink
And the rest of you in powder blue

Who knows what will be
But I'll make you this guarantee

No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time

In the dark, on the phone
You tell me the names of your brothers
And your favorite colors
I'm learning you
And when it snows again
We'll take a walk outside
And search the sky
Like children do
I'll say to you

No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
And come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?

And we'll both be safe 'til St. Patrick's Day

We should take a ride tonight around the town
and look around at all the beautiful houses
something in the way that blue lights on a black night
can make you feel more
everybody, it seems to me, just wants to be
just like you and me

No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
Come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?

And if our always is all that we gave
And we someday take that away
I'll be alright if it was just 'til St. Patrick's Day

POSTED BY KIWI VERGARA AT 11:47 PM FROM LAS PINAS CITY, MLA